it's halfway through the school term. so far so good. timetable is good this time round but i cant say the same for the next term. coping SORT OF well with class, work, french, and driving. though there are still times i resent myself for plotting my working days in between my school days, thus having to rush through the assignments right after school ends. good and bad i would say. in a way i finished all my assignments but i feel so worn out. i needa breathe too. oh well.
then people starts to question why am i so dumb to do this. reasons being times are bad now and the working chances for casuals are so so limited. i need to fight and secure any possible working slots available. yes kiasu as it may sound but this is how it works. i need the cash and i need the working hours as part of my academic requirement. it's difficult to leave my current job and look for a new one because 1) i cant bear to 2) the team members there are really nice 3) it's not easy to find something simiar to this or related to tourism 4) i hate to adapt to new environment and acting all goody to mix with new people.
i guess all i can do is to rant; take things as they are, step by step; and then move on. yes this is what i'm gonna do, so hello to work tomorrow!
